Final Farewell

i’ve always thought that having an injury hurt. i thought break-ups were unbearable. but never have i thought that death, would be the most heartbreaking thing i’d ever feel…& it would make the rest seem like completely nothing at all. 

can’t believe how surreal and depressing this weekend has been for me…lost a friend this week. it’s not the “we’re not friends anymore” kinda lost but instead, the one where you lose them for good. the one that you’re never gonna see them ever again. the one that…you lose them, to God. 

it’s believed that “God loves him/her too much that He has decided to take him/her back”. but then again, it still seems unfair on how fast this person has left our lives. & needless to say, it’s heartbreaking to realize how short life really is.

 “we may not have been the best of friends but we were close enough…close enough for it to hurt this much. it seems like it was just yesterday that we were still back in secondary school staying up during camp and having late night talks and McDelivery suppers, that we were tryna sabotage each other during Merry-Go-Round, or that we were just hanging out in the Council room playing Pictionary and what-not. gosh i’ll miss all that so much. i’ll miss you.

 I still can’t believe how fast you’ve left us but i believe that you’re in a better place now.”

but well, i guess such is life. although that’s the saddest part but, it’s not something that can be escaped. all we can do is simply remember them in our hearts and they’ll remain there forever, pray that God takes care of them wherever they may be, and thank them for all the memories that they’ve left us with. 

 Rest In Peace. you’ll be in our hearts, forever & always ♥

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“& I know you’re shining down on me from Heaven~Like so many friends we’ve lost along the way~And I know eventually we’ll be together~One sweet day~Eventually I’ll see you in Heaven~”